Wow, It;s Been Forever

  Yet again I am going to try and take up this blogging thing, although I am pretty certain it's on the "outs" and I should be tweeting or something like that!  I have never been the norm as you all know, so I guess what I should be doing and what I actually do will never be one and the same!
  SO much has happened since my last entry.  Some bad.  Some good.  I guess I am happy with where I am for today,  Ask again tomorrow!
  I am learning to love me and that is a good thing,  Nor sure if anyone will ever read this again, but me, but at least it will be here!  A digital legacy of Kairy.  I guess that is all for now!

Yours, K.

Time Moves On And So Must I

I need a place I can be honest and I can be "me". I think I am just starting to discover who that is and yet still don't seem to know. The things I do know I am begin to validate and be okay with.
I guess spring is a good time to renew. To make the changes you want for yourself, not the ones people tell you you should make. So I'm going to. Where it leads me is where I am supposed to be. I am done believing that things are random. I am in control with the help of God. Mundane is a miracle. I am a miracle. You are a miracle.
If life sucks, I'm going to say it sucks. I'm not going to sugar coat anything. There is nothing wrong with telling the truth. There never will be. It will set you free. I know my truth may be darker then yours, but it's mine. There are some things I can't help or change so I'm just letting them go.
I chose to remember warm nights filled with breezes. music, and magical feelings. I choose to remember tears. I choose to take it all with me.
I can't censor myself anymore. If it means I loose your friendship I am so sorry and I will cry long and hard, but I can't live like this anymore. I am just me. I love so deeply and I don't know how else to. Despite being mistaken for an extrovert, I'm not. I just have a genuine interest and love in most everyone I meet.
many people don't "get me", and that's okay because I am a rare bird. It's no one's fault and it's okay. Finding others like me is hard, and I have to know that those times and connections will be few and far between (years and years), but I know you are out there my kindred. I'm waiting for you to enter the stage of life.
I long for starry warm nights in the mountains where I can see God's creations and the stars bright and blazing, undimmed by man made lights. I long for minimal things. I hate money with all my heart. I know it's necessary, but everyday of my life will be a step closer to a life free of money and a time of self reliance. From now on I will be Machiavellian in deed when it comes to money. A means to an end.
Could you imagine if I drank what I might be typing on here??? LOL! I'm going to try my best to be accepting of whatever I feel. Set myself free from judging others and allowing others to judge me. Not sure what else I will put on here (the blog), but it will be honest and it will be ME.

Yours, K

Bad Blogger

Wow I am the world's WORST blogger! I updated the design so maybe some time soon I will update the blog!
Today was the first day of grade 2 for Korbey, so I am hoping it went well! He was mega excited to go. He wants to learn more times tables he kept saying! LOL! He is also excited to see who is in his class this year. I'm hoping a few of his buds from grade one will be.
It is still full on summer and very hot here! As you may know we have had lots of flooding too. There have been a limit on supplies and such, but nothing too bad. There is supposed to be more flooding ahead. I hope it's not too bad. My heart breaks for those who are loosing so much.
We had a very nice Christmas here. Korban got spoiled by so many people, what a lucky kid he is! he got all kinds of Legos, Kenxs, toys, cloths etc . . . We had a nice after Christmas surprise of winning a brand new Wii and a game. This of course happened a few months after we finally broke down and bought a used Wii on sale! LOL! We haven't decided what to do with the new one, we are thinking of donating it to some flood victims or selling it, we'll have to see.
Guess that's it for now I will TRY and be a better blogger!

Done Being Sick!

Well I'm feeling much better and David is getting there and thank goodness (knock on wood) Korban didn't get it at all! I thought I was going to die a few days, wanted to die a few, and was convinced I head a brain tumor from all the head pressure/pain!
I always do thank God for good health, but now I mean it even more! I'm just glad I'm not going to be sick on my upcoming birthday that I'm not going to celebrate!

Toasting Glasses

I got our toasting glasses! The lady wanted 50.00 for them, but I talked her down to 33.00! I really love them and they keep with the theme of daisies!